26th November 2007

It's been exactly 2 months since I firstly came to UK to study..
Sitting at my table again rethinking what I've been doing for this 2 months..
A lot of things happened, though it's just merely 2 months..
Happy, Sad, Excited, Depressed etc..
2 months of Forensic Science,
although didn't really get into Forensic Science,
we are now recapping the basic in A Levels..
So, I can get As in my assessments wasn't any big deal..
If I can't even get a B in my assessments will be a very big problem..
It means that I'm wasting time and money,
letting everybody down..
Christmas is coming, the atmosphere is cold..
But I didn't feel anything,
had my heart been numbed by severed pain?
Or it's just because I'm cold-hearted?
Still thinking whether the road I'm just chose is right or wrong..
Should I put feelings into it?
Even though I know I shouldn't have any feelings with it,
but this world is full of warmth..
How can I just be that cold-hearted,
and don't even care a single thing?
Hope that I'm not wrong.





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